its all about me....

Walking along the road of life,

thought everyone was mine.

But later did I realize

everything need not always be fine.

Thinking for others,

is not really bad.

But when they don't give a damn

I simply get mad.

"No more trusting",

I don't just say it for the sake.

But still every time

I repeat the same mistake.

No longer I bother,

no longer I care.

Tired of people

with those fake masks they wear.

I don't live my life

to please people around.

Everyone is not that worth

is all what I found.

Being mean is better,

being selfish is great.

For things to get all good

no longer can I wait.

Living for myself,

is the right thing to be done.

This life is mine

I can't just run.

No more concern

for every other he or she.

Because this time now

its all about me....!!!

nothing but you...

Faces so misleading with that untrue wink,

Why every person is not the way I think.

Holding on to things that aren't even mine,

Why every thing with me doesn't seem to be fine.

Crying silently at nights for reasons unknown,

Why every time in life I feel I am alone.

Walking through an endless path with feelings all new,

Why every moment reminds me of you.

Staying in heart and breaking it some day,

Why everyone doesn't understand what I want to say.

Hurting myself for reasons not few,

Why every line in this poem talks of nothing but you....!

falling in love...

When you don't know why

& you don't know how,

You end up crying,

or you just say wow.

When you feel very confused

& the feeling is new,

Small things are amusing,

even a drop or a dew.

When you are short of words

& you have lots to say,

You dream with eyes open,

no matter night or day.

When your thoughts go wild

& you go really mad,

You wonder whether all this,

is good or just bad.

For this moment in life

you know where you are now,

You are falling in love,

and you don't know how...!

Why don't things go my way...???

Why don't things ever go my way,

every morn I wake up its another bad day.

People stopped caring and so have I,

it really doesn't matter I live or die.

May be I have started expecting a lot,

without realising the other person is capable or not.

Trust is broken and so is heart,

now I realise why hurting is an art.

Success is always the wishing star of my day,

but fear of failure blocks my way.

I hope,I wish today the day is mine,

things go my way and everything is fine..

Why.....When you know...

Why do you ask yourself what is right and what is wrong,

when you know you always want to be right.

Why do you hold on to things,

when you know they can never be yours.

Why do you make the same mistakes,

when you know they taught you a lot.

Why do you say you don't care,

when you know you really do.

Why do you fake a smile,

when you know no one sees the pain behind your eyes.

Why do you make some one your priority,

when you know you are just an option for them.

Why do you think you are in love,

when you know its the pain you are addicted to.

Why do you still lie to yourself,

when you know this time you are wrong again...!

fear of past...

Afraid of your own shadows

you never look behind,

every past is a tape

you fear to rewind.

Some moments you wish

come back again,

but few others you know

always gave you just pain.

You don't know whose fault

you don't know whom to blame,

but you are the loneliest person on earth

is all what you claim.

Anxious to close your eyes

you fear the flashback grave,

few words of care and concern

is all what you crave.

You think you are the only unlucky one

but its not the case,

every life has the same story,

just a different face....

But why...???

I am hurt,

no one ever realises.

But why

the pain behind these eyes goes unheeded?

People call me a loser,

I admit I am.

But why

no one tells me the reason?

There are times I think,

I found a good friend.

But why

am I always wrong?

Every opportunity I get,

I try to grasp.

But why

does it vanish in no time?

I want to be loved,

and love as well.

But why

no one cares about my feelings?

I thought ,

life was fair enough with me.

But why

this turned to be an illusion?

Emptiness in life,

is slowly killing me.

But why

no one responds to my cry for help?

Every night I close my eyes,

hoping they remain closed forever.

But why

life gives me this unwanted favour???

Crush

Are you thinking about a guy,

but don't know why?

You admire that guy,

but you feel very shy.

You find yourself staring,

but have no daring.

You find all this absurd,

but you utter no word.

You want to talk to him and be his chum,

but you go near him and act like you are dumb.

You are eager to know what he thinks about you,

Hey friend!You have a crush,nothing new!

life teaches a lesson again...

After a long time in life everything seemed good,

no one really hurt me and no one was rude.

I admired life for pampering me,

it gave me no sorrow nor grief to see.

I was addicted to elation,

and how blissful seemed every relation.

I made happiness a habit,still wondering why?,

wasn't I aware every sentiment can die.

When the time came for a bit of sorrow,

why wasn't there a way for some more joy to borrow?

I know I was a jerk to give such a thought,

so stupid was I to think that happiness could be bought.

But whatever may be the brutal pain,

I know life taught me a lesson again...

all alone...

On the lonely streets of life

all the bliss is sold,

What I am waiting for

is your hand to hold.

But I am all alone...

There is no one around

but walking long miles,

what I am waiting for

is just your smile.

But I am all alone...

I long for those moments

but now they are rare,

what I am waiting for

is you to care.

But I am all alone...

I walk ahead with hopes in heart

but seems like now they are lost,

what I am waiting for

is your glimpse at any cost.

But I am all alone...

I don't want to be alone

since everything is new,

what I am waiting for

is you just you!

So just don't leave me alone...

its not love...

No reason to laugh,no reason to smile.

You've nothing to do,so you just cry for a while.

You dream all day,you dream all night.

Suddenly you realize,something is not right.

Sometimes you are nice,sometimes you are rude.

'You simply throw attitude', is what people conclude.

You love the anguish,you love the pain.

But still you wish it flows away with the rain.

You want to run,you want to hide.

Or you badly need someone by your side.

Many times in life you come across this mess.

You've so much to say but no words to express.

Your confusion at that moment knows no bounds.

Some say 'you are in love',but how stupid that sounds.

If falling in love is supposed to be this way,

wouldn't it be happening to me almost everyday!!!

Death

At late hours of night

someone walked up to me,

I asked who he was

'I am death' said he.

'Can I touch you?' he said.

'This is all what your life was',

I pleaded for some more time

he surprisingly agreed going against the laws.

Escaping the death

isn't this what we call,

or was it just a dream

before the nightfall.

Whatever it may be

there was one thing I knew,

I ought to complete some tasks

before the time flew.

I did everything I could

but there was something I always forgot,

when I saw death come again

one last thing was to be done & I knew what.

'I need to tell,I love someone'

I cried before death,'could you please wait?',

but he took me in his arms and said,

'dear its too late...!'

wanna be a teen forever...

Our logic so immense

but talking without sense.

An hour on a call

and we never say thats all.

Finding someone cute

no doubt we go mute.

Falling in love again and again

but still addicted to this sweet pain.

Those late night studies

and chatting with our buddies.

The catnaps on our book

and the exam day's innocent look.

All those parodies and mimics

and the silent rush for flicks.

In complete love with this age

don't wanna grow and turn this page.

Wish this teen age ends never

because I wanna be a teen forever....!

this is life...

Life is perfect whether its you or me,

what makes a difference is the way you see.

Problems are never as big as you think,

they are never so deep that you drown or you sink.

Big or small you get your share,

but why do you think happiness is rare.

What just matters is the right time for you,

efforts for all and luck for a few.

Wait for a moment and give life some space,

the next moment is yours and see the smile on your face!

truth about life.....

Life is not the way,

it seems to be everyday.

Like a two sided coin or a multi seasoned year,

every moment changes like the music we hear.

It stands still when you expect the most out of it,

and ascends to the hilt when you don't expect a bit.

You think you've won,

but to celebrate your victory you have none.

Even the times when you lose,

still there is no one to step in your shoes.

You hunt for friends when you have them around,

and you think all are yours when its solitude at ground.

With an obscure look on face,

you wonder whether life is a race.

Every flash of it is new,

the ones who apprehend are very few.

The time you realise what life is about,

your deathbell tolls without a doubt....