But why...???

I am hurt,

no one ever realises.

But why

the pain behind these eyes goes unheeded?

People call me a loser,

I admit I am.

But why

no one tells me the reason?

There are times I think,

I found a good friend.

But why

am I always wrong?

Every opportunity I get,

I try to grasp.

But why

does it vanish in no time?

I want to be loved,

and love as well.

But why

no one cares about my feelings?

I thought ,

life was fair enough with me.

But why

this turned to be an illusion?

Emptiness in life,

is slowly killing me.

But why

no one responds to my cry for help?

Every night I close my eyes,

hoping they remain closed forever.

But why

life gives me this unwanted favour???